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written on 2003-09-21 @ 12:30 p.m.
can life really be related to a pop song? the day really cannot function properly without jamming to "one heart" before walking into pbk... apparently i have earned a few more gay merit badges in response to that. i suppose the celine love stems from her concert, but britney just seemed to work her way under my skin... i've always liked cher for the most part so she isn't being evaluated at the current moment. i really don't know why i just typed all that... current happenings: school is wonderful. i really enjoy having something for my mind to focus on and be challenged with. boys are confusing. i had a drunken conversation last night with #1 (which work calls him)... we've moved beyond having feelings for him... now it's just overcoming the annoyance i feel a lot when i'm around him, which comes from a lot of inconsideration by him and the lack of appreciation i feel from him... anyway, we want things mended, so we'll see where that goes. at least my therapist understands the whole thing. i'll be in michigan visiting #2 this week. he doesn't know if he's even coming back here... so we'll see how this goes, i have kinda decided to make the call while i'm with him... i need something a little grounded, i just need to be dating again... and in other news i spent $120 on coloring my hair this weekend... it was fabulous... here's a brief excerpt from my conversation with my hairdresser... she: "wow, i'm doing such a good job at this!" me: "i certainly hope so." she: "no, i am, short hair is tricky. god, look at this, i'm great." me: laughs she: "don't touch anything, if you move one piece of foil, i'll kill you." me: laughs again she: laughs... "no, really i will kill you." me: "yeah, is there a knife under that towel?" she: "no, really, you'll die" Miss These? |