lkvw23 ~ good mood no more, i'm sorry to get your hopes up!

written on 2003-08-18 @ 10:10 p.m.

good mood no more, i'm sorry to get your hopes up!
you would think my good mood would last at least 2 days, but no. as we were sitting at dinner he told me he was seeing someone, and which i had guessed, and it hurt like hell.. still.

i can't win. any ground i cover gets demolished by him in one swipe. why does he affect me so much?

he also said it wasn't a good idea to be dating so soon after being upset about him... however i find it better than sitting at home while he's out with some boy... who has the same name as me... like what the fuck. now not only do other boys get him, other justins are included in that... and apparently he's quite happy with justin #2.

what the fuck is going on?

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